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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YYOOOOUUUUUU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YYYYYYOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU! HAPPY BIRTHDAY ASHYASHYKIIIIIIIIIIIIINS! HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAY TOOOOOOOO YOOOUUUU!!!!!!!

<3

So uh... I'm moving to NY.... In 6 weeks :D

Andres is wonderful and sexy and omg I can't get enough of him (and him of me apparently, whats up with that!)and his voice, dear lord his voice. His hands and his strength and just the fact that when I'm with him I feel like the most beautiful woman (not girl) in the world. He takes care of me and I of him and its just divine.

Ok no more mushy stuff... so I'm currently applying to jobs and I'll be starting school in the fall and moving to NY and things finally feel like they're falling into place. For so long I felt... so unhappy and it hit me that I didn't even know I was unhappy. I had gotten so used to being... ignored and unappreciated and not caring about myself or how I was treated that it became normal and that is just not ok.

I feel realized as a woman and a partner and an adult and that's as it should be.

Yay, go me! <3

Today at approximately 1:30am I was asked to be his girlfriend... I said yes.

:D

Making deals with the devil is never a good idea, we know this and yet we continue to fall for the same trap. Whether it be necessity or greed that drives us the outcome is always the same.

Full update later.

I leave tomorrow to South Hadley.

I LEAVE TOMORROW TO SOUTHHADLEY.

This would be a perfect oppertunity to write a really long post about all the wonderfull things that have happened to me here in California. I really don't have time for that. The people who where here with me know how good (and sometimes bad) cali has been to me and I can assure the people who haven't that it wasa and I have to say that I'm completley in love with this state and that I'm soooo not going to be gone long. Once things settle down I'm so down to come back.

Plans for tonight are as follows. Getting off the computer (hahaha eventually), finalize the packing get everything ready to just go have Gus(wow is that a story this lj needs to be updated with ;) ) and chill with the roomie and friends and get suuuuper faded (not enough to puke, don't want to be on a plane hungover).

Packing up yout entire life in two suitcases is really hard you guys. My books are gonna have to stay (no worries Ash, got it covered) though, of course the chronicles are coming with me and I've decided it's time to re read them. This time I'm doing it in order of puplication that way it's all chronological;

01- Interview with the Vampire (1976)
02- The Vampire Lestat (1985)
03- Queen of the Damned (1988)
04- The Witching Hour (1990)
05- Tale of the Body Thief (1992)
06- Lasher(1993)
07- Taltos (1994)
08- Memnoch the Devil (1995)
09- The Vampire Armand (1998)
10- Pandora (1998)
11- Merrick (2000)
12- Blood and Gold (2001)
13- Blackwood Farm (2002)
14- Blood Canticle (2003)


:D

K, I'm off to waste more time (as per ususual) and watch the new season of skins.

(I'll go shower after this epsiode promise!)

Itinerary
Date	Flight	Routing Details
Sun Jan 25	1160	Depart SAN FRANCISCO CA (SFO) at 1:20 PM Arrive in CHICAGO-MIDWAY (MDW) at 7:40 PM
	891	Change planes in CHICAGO-MIDWAY (MDW) departing at 8:25 PM Arrive in HARTFORD CT (BDL) at 11:20 PM

....yea.

I think.... I think I'm done with California. :3

HAPPY NEW YEAR! Man, it took me like 5 minutes to type that lmao


I predict a prosperous new year. new loves, new hopes, new opportunities, new friends new accomplishments. Hopeful and optimistic year. Free falling my friends. Above all have fun. I predict a fun, fun year. never stop finding laughter, it really is the best medicine in the world.

Yea. We are no more. Merry Christmas to us.

I'm ok, I am the one who broke it off after all. But. I'm going to miss him. So much. I don't think it'll hit me for a while but I know it will. I want everyone who knows us to know that it wasn't ugly or angry or hateful, it was bittersweet because we both saw it coming. I'll love him to the end of my days but it was time. And who knows, maybe this is just the end of one chapter instead of the end of the book.

I lack appropriate Icon :\

02/17/2006- 12/26/2008

Filled out another application, operation better job search continues! Also registered for classes (3) all online, might register for another on campus. All in all I feel pretty accomplished. Now, if only I could make myself clean my room and fold/hang up all my clean clothes. Currently they're all just... strung about.

Life isn't so much stressful as it is confusing. I feel a big turning point coming on and I just hope everyone comes out of it one peace (that and not hating me though... don't see how thats not going to happen).

In other news, Kanye is getting so much slack for his new album. So what if he distorted his voice, Love Lockdown is my jam.

I love all the new people I've met in the last couple of months, I foresee a very fun, hectic, drama filled year and I can't wait.

21 is awesome.

Ashykins, I'll be in SR for X-Mas, maybe we could meet up.

Like anyone would be
I am flattered by your fascination with me
Like any hot blooded woman
I have simply wanted an object to crave
But you you're not allowed
You're uninvited
An unfortunate slight

Must be strangely exciting
To watch the stoic squirm
Must be somewhat heartening
To watch shepherd meet shepherd
But you you're not allowed
You're uninvited
An unfortunate slight

Like any uncharted territory
I must seem greatly intriguing
You speak of my love like
You have experienced love like mine before
But this is not allowed
You're uninvited
An unfortunate slight

I don't think you unworthy
I need a moment to deliberate.

Stolen from Le Ashlie. (That's right, I used an "I" and an "E", and what?!)

You are The Lovers

Motive, power, and action, arising from Inspiration and Impulse.

The Lovers represents intuition and inspiration. Very often a choice needs to be made.

Originally, this card was called just LOVE. And that's actually more apt than "Lovers." Love follows in this sequence of growth and maturity. And, coming after the Emperor, who is about control, it is a radical change in perspective. LOVE is a force that makes you choose and decide for reasons you often can't understand; it makes you surrender control to a higher power. And that is what this card is all about. Finding something or someone who is so much a part of yourself, so perfectly attuned to you and you to them, that you cannot, dare not resist. This card indicates that the you have or will come across a person, career, challenge or thing that you will fall in love with. You will know instinctively that you must have this, even if it means diverging from your chosen path. No matter the difficulties, without it you will never be complete.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

Have any of you guys heard about this? *points up*

I'm going to C/P copperbadge's post on the Orphans Works act, as he can explain it way better than me.

This is not ok.

The Senate has passed an Orphan Works bill on behalf of huge companies as a way of gaining money after the recent crash on Wall Street. This bill forces copyright holders to subsidize giant copyright databases run by giant internet firms, basically taking copyrights held by small business owners and artists for their own.

As I understand it, the bill would create enormous searchable databanks of copyrighted artistic works. Anyone who wished to register their copyrighted works would be charged a fee by these databases. Downside #1.

Downside #2: Anyone wishing to use a copyrighted work could theoretically search these databanks and, if their search came up with a copyrighted image, the databank would take a cut from the holder when payment for use was made. So what before was a basically simple business deal -- I pay you, I use your image -- now becomes "I pay you and this company that has charged you to register."

Downside #3 is that if the image was not found, it would be assumed that the copyright no longer held and the image could be used without any further diligence. Which would mean that if you don't pay to put your copyright into this bank, anyone who wanted to use your work for profit could do so quite easily under the assumption that your work was not in fact copyrighted.

To make #3 that little bit more evil, the bill also redefines an "Orphan Work", currently identified as a work where the copyright holder or creator has died, as any work by any author that any potential user ever finds hard to find. Which means that if you don't feel like looking very hard, and someone didn't pay to put their images into the databank, you get a free pass. Which is pretty much like saying if you're too lazy to do your homework, you get an A.

The bill is being hotlined through Congress. It's incredibly easy to tell them they're being assholes: just go HERE.

There is more information at Jean and Twirly's journals, both reputable artists in fandom.

The Illustrators Partnerships has more information here: http://ipaorphanworks.blogspot.com/.

[info]copperbadge

I've never been so flattered to be told I look like a guy. Heath really? AWESOME. :D

MyHeritage: Celebrity Collage - Family history

I am so hung over. >.

.....I GOT THE PLACE! YAY!


And at good time too, I start classes on tuesday ahahahahahahahaha.

I hope my new roomies are cool, though, by the look of their garage (sweet den man) I think we're gonna get along just fine ^^

I'm so excited!

Now, the only thing to get is a job <.< >.>

You guys.... I'm like homeless. TIME IS RUNNING OUT!