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10 November 2010 @ 11:55 am
Ashley just reminded me of when I used to make graphics for our pbs........ WHY HAVE I LOST THIS GIFT??!! lol Maybe one day.... maybe one day... :3
12 April 2010 @ 07:45 pm
What would you do if your pet dog or cat suddenly started to talk to you, but nobody else could hear it? Would you assume you'd gone mad or simply be happy for the company? Would you try to convince your friends and family or would you be satisfied keeping it to yourself?

This would be the best thing that could ever happen. Seriously. And I'd only try to convince one person and that would be Andres, and I don't think it would take much convincing!
30 March 2010 @ 09:37 pm
I want to reconnect. I want to become involved again, I want to crawl out of this self induced isolation that consists of these four walls and smoke. Too much has happened, is going to happen, is happening that breathing is hard. It's a constant high I hide behind that's crippled functionality, I want to be useful again!

Within these somber moments of life there is life!

...and love and all its fruits. Passion and hopes, faith and fate that has worked itself through us, for us to create our world. We will accomplish great things. It will be hard and violent and our tears will fill oceans but it's ok because we have Nuestro Tema.

It's hard to take time and make sense of it, to be linear, I've lost the ability. I went down and then up and then down and now it's a whole new ball game.

I've come full circle to start a new, to reclaim this mortal coil before I loose grasp and choke on it.

Let's cut the melancholy bull and take it by the horns!

P.S. I'm getting married!!!
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31 May 2009 @ 11:15 pm
So uh... I'm moving to NY.... In 6 weeks :D

Andres is wonderful and sexy and omg I can't get enough of him (and him of me apparently, whats up with that!)and his voice, dear lord his voice. His hands and his strength and just the fact that when I'm with him I feel like the most beautiful woman (not girl) in the world. He takes care of me and I of him and its just divine.

Ok no more mushy stuff... so I'm currently applying to jobs and I'll be starting school in the fall and moving to NY and things finally feel like they're falling into place. For so long I felt... so unhappy and it hit me that I didn't even know I was unhappy. I had gotten so used to being... ignored and unappreciated and not caring about myself or how I was treated that it became normal and that is just not ok.

I feel realized as a woman and a partner and an adult and that's as it should be.

Yay, go me! <3
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01 May 2009 @ 08:40 am
Today at approximately 1:30am I was asked to be his girlfriend... I said yes.

Current Mood: lovedloved
17 April 2009 @ 01:59 pm
Making deals with the devil is never a good idea, we know this and yet we continue to fall for the same trap. Whether it be necessity or greed that drives us the outcome is always the same.

Full update later.
10 March 2009 @ 11:09 pm
Current Mood: frustratedfrustrated
07 February 2009 @ 12:15 pm
I leave tomorrow to South Hadley.


This would be a perfect oppertunity to write a really long post about all the wonderfull things that have happened to me here in California. I really don't have time for that. The people who where here with me know how good (and sometimes bad) cali has been to me and I can assure the people who haven't that it wasa and I have to say that I'm completley in love with this state and that I'm soooo not going to be gone long. Once things settle down I'm so down to come back.

Plans for tonight are as follows. Getting off the computer (hahaha eventually), finalize the packing get everything ready to just go have Gus(wow is that a story this lj needs to be updated with ;) ) and chill with the roomie and friends and get suuuuper faded (not enough to puke, don't want to be on a plane hungover).

Packing up yout entire life in two suitcases is really hard you guys. My books are gonna have to stay (no worries Ash, got it covered) though, of course the chronicles are coming with me and I've decided it's time to re read them. This time I'm doing it in order of puplication that way it's all chronological;

01- Interview with the Vampire (1976)
02- The Vampire Lestat (1985)
03- Queen of the Damned (1988)
04- The Witching Hour (1990)
05- Tale of the Body Thief (1992)
06- Lasher(1993)
07- Taltos (1994)
08- Memnoch the Devil (1995)
09- The Vampire Armand (1998)
10- Pandora (1998)
11- Merrick (2000)
12- Blood and Gold (2001)
13- Blackwood Farm (2002)
14- Blood Canticle (2003)


K, I'm off to waste more time (as per ususual) and watch the new season of skins.

(I'll go shower after this epsiode promise!)